Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Enough is Enough





I really haven't been myself this week.

I'm so beyond done with all the stupid crap that has been swirling around since Friday that I just do not care anymore what people think or feel about what I write.

This started as a status update on Facebook but it grew so quickly that I felt it deserved it's own blog post.

I'm disappointed.

In people.

Deeply and – what feels at this moment – irreversibly disappointed.

Disappointed with people I know,

Disappointed with those I don’t.

But I’m not just disappointed; I’m tired.

I'm tired of hearing that all society's ills are because we can’t pray in school.

I’m tired of explaining that homosexuality isn’t a life-style choice.

I’m tired of hearing that abortion is what is ruining America.

I’m tired of defending my gender and their fight to control their own bodies and make their own decisions.

I’m tired of watching young black men die just for being black.

I’m tired of watching people try to keep us divided in order to control us.

But I’m not just tired; I’m disgusted.

I’m disgusted with religions and religious people who preach hate and bigotry and label those who believe differently as evil.

I’m disgusted that we have people who think arming teachers is a solution.

I’m disgusted that people think that prayer in schools would have changed anything.

I’m disgusted with myself and others like me that have turned a blind eye to the massacre of urban black children but spring to action and demand Congress act when a school full of suburban white children are slaughtered.

But I’m not just disgusted; I’m outraged.

I’m outraged that we even need to have a discussion on whether someone should be allowed to own and possess weapons that are designed to slaughter the most people in the shortest amount of time.

But I'm not just outraged; I'm sad.

I'm sad that people will call for more and better access to mental health care yet want to cut funding to the very services that would provide the care, including repealing Obamacare.

I'm sad that people vilify teachers as lazy and incompetent then post pictures calling them heroes.

I'm especially sad that these people are not "others". They are friends and family and colleagues.